Poverty
It sucks to be poor!
I identified with Jr. about poverty and that somehow I deserved to be poor because I knew nothing else. I always believed that I was so poor as a mother raising my four children and that I would never pull myself out of poverty. Even though my "lazy good nothing" husband never worked and I was holding down two jobs. This led me to believe that I would be destined to be poorer than poor. Like Jr., my husband kept me in a belief that I was stupid, ugly and that no one else would want me.
The poorest times of my life were always the most hurtful, both physically and emotionally.
